gir

you'll never meet anyone else like me

.... and you'll thank God for it every day

spring
gir
distillerancid
i forgot what it feels like to feel like this.

actually i lie



i dont think i have ever felt like THIS.


pretty sure of it...


where i wake up everyday
and its a good day...

even sick its a good day

have to work

no prob!

shit hit the fan?

no worries!

im just indescribably happy
content if you will


i smile so much.
laugh even more.
feel so much lighter.

it feels like everything in my life is falling into place, and for once im not completly terrified of it.


im in my spring

happyness
gir
distillerancid
happy again.
happy with my sandpaperman.

truly fuck off
gir
distillerancid

ffffffuuuuuccckkkkk offfffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously? i hate people. the  end.

i mean really?

why doesnt everyone just go
FUCK themselves?


i try so desperately to see the good in humankind.....


and get fucked over every single time


i hate it. i hate people. i even hate you. 


so everyone just leave me the fuck alone!!!



 SO FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! AND FUCK YOU PRETTY BOY!

AND FUCK YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!


P.S. I DONT GIVE A GOOD GODDAM HOW FUCKING CHILDISH THIS WAS I MENT EVERY FCKING WORD. KEEP PUSHING AND ILL TELL YOU TO YOUR FUCKING FACES.

paradise by dashboard lights
gir
distillerancid
so tired. and cant sleep. i think i go tlike 6 hrs last night. mightve worked better had i had more than like 5 inches of room to sleep. and i didnt feel like crap. it was rediculoius so tired yet cant sleep. and now my back hurts. and im crabby again. i hate that. i hate being crabby. especially up here. or over here or however you want to phrase it. i miss that melon. havent seen her in like 4 days which i think is a record for us considering we havent really talked either. aww sadness. have to give nick his presents. been smoking a lot more. noticed that yesterday. k i think im done bitching kinda. hopefully ill wake up more and be chipper for the work party tonight.

i.....
gir
distillerancid
 wish  could remember more of last night. those last 3 shots did me in. but according to miss ln i was quite amusing when her and nick came up to wke me. all of which i do not remember, but from what she told me happend i am awesome!!! but blake got me the best presents ever!!!! but yeeah i guess thats all. i love you ln!!! im sorry my phone died and i cant frolic right now i might call you in a bit!!!!!!!

hmmm......
gir
distillerancid

kinda tired. i miss my peeps. so often i wish i could bring them all up here with me.


wankerdoodles
gir
distillerancid
.oh i lied. its die hard 2

bored
gir
distillerancid
Go to www.popculturemadness.com and find the list of hits for the year you graduated from high school. Bold the ones you like, Italicize the ones you hate, leave the ones you've never heard of plain

1. Crazy In Love - Beyonce Featuring Jay-Z
2. Hey Ya! - OutKast
3. Get Low - Lil Jon & The East Side Boyz Featuring Ying Yang Twins
4. Stacy's Mom - Fountains Of Wayne
5. Me Against the Music - Britney Spears Featuring Madonna
6. Baby Boy - Beyonce Featuring Sean Paul
7. Shake Ya Tailfeather - Nelly, P. Diddy & Murphy Lee
8. Right Thurr - Chingy
9. Headstrong - Trapt
10. Where is the Love? - Black Eyed Peas
11. In Da Club - 50 Cent
12. Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson
13. Stand Up - Ludacris Featuring Shawnna
14. Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows featuring Vanessa Carlton
15. Milkshake - Kelis
16. Senorita - Justin Timberlake
17. Ignition (remix) - R. Kelly
18. Fighter - Christina Aguilera
19. Get Busy - Sean Paul
20. Bring Me To Life - Evanescence
21. Rock Your Body - Justin Timberlake

22. Trouble - Pink
23. Intuition - Jewel
24. Harder To Breathe - Maroon 5
25. The Remedy - Jason Mraz
26. Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
27. The Anthem - Good Charlotte
28. Never Leave You (Uh Ooh, Uh Oooh!) - Lumidee

29. Beautiful - Christina Aguilera
30. Drift Away - Uncle Kracker featuring Dobie Gray
31. Feel Good Time - Pink
32. Blowin Me Up (With Her Love) - JC Chazes
33. Someday - Nickelback

34. The Way You Move - OutKast Featuring Sleepy Brown
35. My Love is like Woah - Mya
36. Lifestyles of the Rich & Famous - Good Charlotte
37. Stole - Kelly Rowland

38. Calling All Angels - Train
39. Unwell - Matchbox Twenty
40. Boys of Summer - Ataris
 


yeah im bored but die hard is on so im gonna go.

all i hear is blah blah blah... im a dirty cunt
gir
distillerancid
im a plastic gangster!!!!!!  so Anna loved!!!! her present !!!!!!!! she was speechless for a couple of minutes. so apparently i am still the best girlfriend ever. thats what ive been told on several occasions. 
but yeah. done with the heavy drinking for a while.
  
spent all day not being able to keep food down.
  
finally kept chips and soda in my tummy. 
we had our first drunken fight last night.  
its all gravy now though. im dumb is all. 
nothing new and different there.   kk im done with the funny colors. kinda. idk. 
i love miss Ln!!! 
hmm. better go get ready were going out again tonight. 

peace bitches!!!!!!

its a bad day. full of baddy badness......yeah it hurt my brain too
billy
distillerancid
yeah today sucked. i was crabby. and tired. which pissed me off cuz i actually slept. i somehow broke both registers at once which lead to a drive off at a prepay pump. so yeah i guess thats magically possible. i didnt want to be at work. jill was there so it was ok. but she hadnt slept so she was quiet. clarence and i had a heart to heart and i told him the story of how anna and i go together. and he went awwww. i traded hours with someone so i dont work thurs or fri. but i was supposed to spend the weekend. but unavoidable shit came up so i am coming home early. i cant be upset. like i said unavoidable bad things. see its the day for it. cancelled plans for tonight but had to come to the library to buy annas present. so its all good on that end. so yeah. im tired crabby miss my woman have to pee and wanna just go chill.... i think ill do that. 

i miss you lioness!!!!!

whadja get pulled over for???
ridin dirty

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